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this is mainly for myself. but read it if you're interested. [02 Mar 2007|01:45am]
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
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answers to wes's questions and an update [25 May 2006|12:50am]
first off, in response to wes's questions:

1) What's the story behind your userpic? well, to be honest, i couldn't really tell ya. i have no clue what i'm doing in it. that's in front of my house (my neighbors' garage in the background). I found a bunch of pictures a few months back from a long time ago and i loved some of them, this being one. i like the colors.

2) What does it feel like giving rides to seniors? gee, wes, what a question. it feels grrrrreat! i assume you mean 12th graders and not senior citizens, because they're a blast too. i like giving people rides, i don't know why, but i do. especially awesome people

3) Describe the weirdest relationship you have with a family member (distant or immediate). well, i suppose my great aunt shoshana. but everyone has a weird relationship with her. she lives in jerusalem and i had to spend some time with her when i was there. she's horribly offensive and homophobic and racist and ridiculous and i don't agree with anything she ever says. but at the same time, she can be loving. you just have to never listen to anything she says and just disregard it because she is so absurd. the whole time i stayed with her, i was either watching the millions of sopranos episodes she has or in my room pretending i was sleeping so as to minimize the conversing i had with her. she's a character and makes for lots of good stories though.

4) You seem to be friends with a lot of musicians. do you think you listen to your friends' music the same way you listen to other music? as in, is it something you put on every now and then to amuse yourself and think of old times, or do you listen to it often like your favorite bands? no, i don't think i listen to my friends' music the same way i listen to other music. it depends on which band it is though. i'd say kincade is the one of my friends' bands that i listen to like other music, but usually it's more of a special thing like "this is my friends' band" and yeah, to amuse myself and think of old times. but when i'm listening to my ipod on shuffle and a friends' band comes on, i feel awkward about it but i sometimes leave it on.

If you could be really good (really good) at one type of dancing, which would you choose? this is a really great question and i have no idea how to answer it. i think possibly jazz dancing, i think that's a boring answer, i just can't think of others. also, i always dance when i'm just around the house and i'm often doing jazz dancing type of moves, but i don't do them well, and i suppose it would be nice to.

okay, now that that's done with, i just wanted to write about a possible amazing opportunity i've been offered. next year, i might be an inclusion aide at prozdor (my hebrew school) with a special needs kid. as in go with them to their classes and help them out. i am so extremely hopeful that this will work out because, for once, i would actually look forward to sunday mornings. i would love love love to be able to do this and i'm so excited.
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[10 Apr 2006|04:35pm]
[ mood | face scrunchin' ]

i want some pastries

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all of my powers day after day... [09 Apr 2006|05:38pm]
i love having a keyboard on a keyboard, it's just the right height...you know?

(if you don't, i mean that i have a laptop sitting on the piano type of keyboard in my room, and it's just the right height for me to type on while standing)

my life continues to be comprised of awkward and random experiences and encounters. it's how i thrive.

"we were in love we were in love palisades palisades i can wait i can wait"

songmeanings.net is my new favorite website, along with yiddishdictionaryonline.com
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[08 Apr 2006|10:17am]
what a great great weekend so far, all of yesterday was fantastic and today probably will be too.
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godzuki, once and for all [04 Apr 2006|10:47pm]
"Oh, who is that? She looks good. What's your name?"

"My name is Lauramechbaidumeinchbib Beautiful Lovely Lady. Did you hear what I said?"

"Yeah, sure I did."

"I am, uh, Chriskpalpidon."

"Ah, you wanna know what my name is?"

"What, big fella?"

"Oh, my name is, um, Godzuki."

"Ya big fella! Godzuki reminds me of a booger. Goodbye!"
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[28 Mar 2006|11:55pm]
you know when sometimes you just need to scrunch your face up?

ps-i dropped my phone into pancake batter this morning and it ended up completely unharmed
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[22 Mar 2006|12:12am]
i wouldn't say that i'm unhappy, but i'm hurt by certain things that certain friends have done lately.
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just because ben wu tagged me [15 Mar 2006|03:32pm]
Ten Things/More Than Ten Things
-List ten things you want to say to people but you know you never will.
-Don't say who they are, use people only once.
-Tag at least 3 other people who you want to do this. (3 people who are reading this and haven't done it and feel like doing it)

1. Even though i understand it, i'm upset that i'm no longer a main priority.
2. You act like a kid too much, i need you to be more stable.
3. I'm really jealous of you.
4. You ruined my life and made me clinically depressed for about a year and now you're doing the same thing to others.
5. You need to think before you speak because you say stupid things that embarrass me and offend me.
6. I don't like your voice.
7. It's not as important to me as it used to be and as it is to you.
8. I hate how you can almost never be serious, you're always joking and that makes me feel like everything i say is a joke to you.
9. I'm regretting it.
10. I wish i knew how to keep in touch better with you.

Tag: JRubes, Katie P, Ryanne Harper and Nomi (wah wahhh...Becky that means you)
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[13 Mar 2006|07:11pm]
i got a haircut on friday, but i'm still not happy with it. and i just figured out today what haircut i really want, but i don't know if i have the hair for it. i was watching sex and the city and i want the haircut that carrie (sjp) gets at the end of season 4. we'll see what happens.

also....happy purim. i wish i was somewhere where everyone else was jewish so we could dress up and have tons of fun (and maybe get molested by men pretending to be chassids again). also...prune grosses me out, but for some reason, i like my mom's prune hamentaschen.
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[25 Feb 2006|04:06pm]
has anyone heard of google earth? my dad downloaded it. it's incredible. i love the earth, i really do.

i just wish the rest of the world was as detailed on it, because you can zoom in really close on most places in the US, and see like any building ever, but not for lots of other parts of the world, which disappoints me, because i like looking at other places more.
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[19 Feb 2006|05:48pm]
most of my friends are away for my birthday and i don't know what i'll do (tomorrow)
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[16 Feb 2006|12:22am]
one of my life goals is to live in a (non-english speaking) country long enough that i start to dream in its language.
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state of the union [31 Jan 2006|10:12pm]
bush just got owned by the democrats. i love watching hillary clinton's facial expressions. i didn't know politics could be so fun!

some of the things he says just make me sick though.
i feel like this week has been not a good week in the news. (at least from the few upsetting things i've heard)
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[02 Jan 2006|07:22pm]
[ mood | content ]

this is mainly for me, i like to keep track.

2005, summed up.Collapse )

basically, after reading all of my entries from the past year, i've realized that i spent a good, no great deal of this past year being depressed. (with good reason, in my opinion.) 2005 was a serious emotional roller coaster for me. in some aspects, it was the worst year of my life/most difficult year of my life. but it made me a lot stronger, and i think i got the closure i needed. back in april, i never imagined i could ever have gotten over it, but, although i still think about it, i think i'm done grieving now, and i'm just remembering happy memories.

i ended 2005 on a good note, and i think that's what important to me. i know 2006 will be better (there's almost no way it couldn't be) and i'm glad to have a milestone to move on from. this new years, for me, is going to be a separator between 2005 and 2006, not only on the calendar, but also in the sense that it will be closing off everything that happened in 2005 and just started with a clean slate for 2006 for so many opporunities and possibilities. i've gotta say, i'm pretty excited.

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[16 Dec 2005|12:21am]
i can't wait until i'm old enough to give blood.
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[12 Dec 2005|03:50pm]
i hate AIM info countdowns
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[11 Dec 2005|03:55pm]
i really hope that everyone got a chance to see the moon on friday night. it was one of the most beautiful things i have ever seen.
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[21 Nov 2005|04:52pm]
my mom donated bone marrow today. it wasn't the surgical procedure way, though, it's a way where they inject you with this cancer drug for 5 days and it makes the bone marrow accessible to the bloodstream but can have pretty bad side affects, and then on the 5th day, you are hooked up with both arms for about 5 or 6 hours and can't move your arms the whole time, and they take blood from one arm, then take the bone marrow stem cells out of it, then pump the blood back into your other arm.

all she knows about the recipient is that he is a 26 year old man with CML (a type of leukemia), he doesn't live in this country and that, out of thousands of other potential donors, she was the best match for him. for the past few days she's been really uncomfortable and in a lot of pain and taking intense pain killers but she just kept saying that all this pain was nothing for the chance to save this man's life.

i love her and i couldn't be prouder to be her daughter.
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[07 Nov 2005|10:44pm]
web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web web we bweb wweb

i decided i'd stop when i messed up.

it's taking over my life and it's so funny.
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